Best Friend Love

He left her
But she wasn't left without someone
She had her best friend there to protect her
He was there for her when the guy she was in love with left her
He protects her but he can't do it anymore
He's starting to fall for his best friend
He doesn't know what to do
He doesn't want to hurt her because of what his become
This crazy monster
But she doesn't see him as that at all she see him as her best friend that she will always love
Best friends that are in love
Nothing more but best friend love

Girl in waiting ,Heartaching

Hearts hurting
Not sure if you ever really wanted me
Or if you just want to get some
I want to know we're you just playing me like all the rest
But I think you want me still
I have know idea anymore
I'm thinking everything over in my head
Playing everything back
I just don't know what it is that I want to believe
Do I believe you still want me and care for me
Or do I just go on with life
I know you have to think about things
But I don't know how long that takes
So I guess I'm just another girl like all the rest
But that's what I seem to be to everyone
Just another girl in this waiting game

Scared of Love

Love it's a scary thing
She's afraid of it so much it hurts
She wants to love but she's afraid she might lose it in the process
Someone telling you that you're all they want and need
Scares her
She doesn't know how to feel or what to do about that
Never really been in love
Never really had the one person you knew you would always want to be with
That scares her
So if that person says that, not sure how she would react
She would feel like running but wouldn't know where to go
Committing scares her
It never really did until now
When you have all your life to decide what you want
But at the same time it seems like you have to decide everything right now
She's running but she doesn't know what she's running from right now
Love seems so perfect yet so scary

Fantasy

Living in a fantasy world
Wanting everything to be perfect
The perfect kiss
perfect look and not wanting anything to go wrong
Seeing things from shows and movies think thats the way things work
Wanting that perfect love and think it's so easy to find
But truth is life isn't that way
So this girl has to stop living in a Fantasy
Start facing reality as much as she doesn't want to
She might have to start trying
Keep living
Don't try to be something from movies or anything else
Just be who you want to be
Don't let anyone get you down
You may think its perfect and a wonderful fantasy world
One day you just have to see the world in a different way
It's not always that perfect like in your fantasy world

Wait and See

I'm not sure how i'm feeling
I want you
I'm hurting wondering if you still want me too
I want to kiss you and just hold your hand one more time
But I think I'm confused of what you want or if you want me
Do you still want her, or do you have her again
I want to know but I don't
So I'm sitting here trying not to let everything out
Will this be worth just sitting here waiting and be the girl that just waits
Waiting might not get me any where
I need to know
I want to know
Do you want me or am i just your friend
I want to scream, I want to cry there is so many things going on in my head
I dont know what to do
I just need to know
If you could tell me please is it worth it
Am I wasting my time
I'm just sitting here waiting for you to tell me what you want
If you want me or not, for now
I guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see what will happen

Vampire or Werewolf

Best friends
That could be lovers
But there's just something in the way
You can see their attraction to each other
He treats her so well but he too is afraid that he might hurt her
When she find out everything he is and has become
She doesn't care
In the end she still has to choose between
The love of her life and her best friend
The vampire or the werewolf
Who will she choose

Rushing in

Not sure how I'm feeling this way
Keep thinking of you
Feel like I'm hurting to much
You tell me you want me but you can't do this right now
I felt like I rushed you into this to fast
Feeling like I pushed you in before you were ready
Now I'm not sure what to do
Do I wait and see
Or move on
Oh how all these things rush through my mind
I just don't know what to do
How I'm feeling like everything seems to go all wrong
I rushed to fast to soon

What am I doing? What do I want?

What am I doing
Why am I still hurting
I'm so confused
I'm still sad I wanted you so bad
Maybe I just wanted some pleasure I dont know
But I'm hurting
I might have feelings for someone else
I'm not quite sure what to do
I think I might
At the same time I think he has feelings for me too
But if he does and I may or may not
I would want to try it but I don't want to hurt him
If it didnt work
People keep saying you should go for him but I'm scared
I don't want to go in to a relationship right away
Not want him and hurt him in the end
So for know I'm just going to ponder my thoughts for now

So Much For Second Chances

I gave you another chance
People kept telling me you're not worth it,he’s a jerk
But I didn't listen to them I gave you another chance
After they told me something that you did
I didn't believe it
So i gave you a chance, look what you did
All you really wanted was to get with me
You talked and you made me feel special everytime you called me "beautiful"
I would get this feeling in my stomach
Now that feeling is  gone
I gave you another chance I guess I should have listen to everyone
You really are a jerk
And you're not worth my time anymore

Healing Hearts

Heartaches thinking way too much
Wanting to cry but keeping it all inside
Is that the right thing to do?
Should I keep it all inside or let it all out
I mean we didn’t even last that long
Not even a week
But you are moving
So I guess that makes sense
It wouldn’t be easy to make it work out
From the distance
So I don’t know what I should do right now
My heart is aching
When I heard your voice on the phone
My problems were gone I thought
But maybe I just wasn’t sure what I wanted
I’m going to have to move on
It may take time to heal but that’s what heartache is I guess
It’s a healing process, it takes a while

Truth

The truth is out
I should’ve listen to everyone
They told me you were a jerk
I never listen
I just let them say all these things
I would wonder if it was true sometimes
Second guessing myself
But it’s out,
Everything they said about you was true
The truth hurts and coming from someone else even more hurtful

Mind Games

Heart beats
Mind thinks
Not quite sure what they want
Mix emotions wondering what to do
Who to choose
My mind and my heart say so many things
One thinks she should pick the one that feels right
The one that wants her or does he want her anymore
Who knows her mind is so confused
Everyone telling her things
She gets them stuck in her head
And then she isn’t sure what to do
One guy would treat her like a princess they say
The other she isn’t sure what he wants with her
Maybe he just wants her for pleasure
He plays mind games with her
Hadn’t talked in weeks
She gave up ...
So she thought she was
He sends a message
She's not sure what to say...
Send it back to see what he will say
He replies...
Her mind and heart stuck again
In this game so should she bother with him
She thinks is he worth my time
Or should she try with the other guy
The one who will treat her right and make her feel like she belongs
Who knows but her mind and heart keep telling her so many things
Till she can figure this out
Her heart keeps beating
Mind still thinking

You think I'm just another Girl

You say I’m beautiful
There’s that beautiful girl
Well did you really mean this at all
Were you just playing games with my head
I’m just a piece of ass
Just a girl that doesn’t have feelings
You should have realized I’m not that type of girl
I have feelings I’m not the type to sit around and be played
So if you want me sure you could have had me
But now I’m not sure
I hear things and wonder if they could be true
And now I think they just might be
So this is it, I can’t believe you did that
If you want to get to know me
You should have tried harder instead of trying to get with someone else
I’m not sure if I’m able to forgive and forget
I know we weren’t dating
But you were the one who wanted to get to know me
I don’t really know what to do now
I’ll try and think of something
But until then I just don’t know what to do

What’s a Girl to do

What’s a girl to do
She finds out someone might like her
But the boy can’t even tell her
He talks to someone else ask what she thinks about him
Does she like him or does she just want someone to hold her
The girl could get to know him
If it is meant to be it will be
She just doesn’t know what to do
How to go about what to say and how to say it
But this girl is going to try and have confidence this time
If she doesn’t then she’ll just wonder ...
What would have happened

The Nights in Rodanthe

The nights we shared together
The long walks and endless conversations
We shared so much in so little time
We were intimate with each other
We were hiding from everything
We had opened up so much
And only in a few days
We fell in love

Feels like I’m losing a friend

Things aren’t the same
We’re drifting apart
I don’t want this to happen
We need to talk
If you think something is wrong and I’m mad
Don’t hesitate to ask I’m still here for you
Like I was all those other times
Don’t forget that
Don’t forget us
It hurts that we don’t talk like we use to
It feels like we lost connection
I know you're no mind reader
But neither am I,
Don’t let this friendship drift apart
Please don’t forget it.
If you're feelinng down
We can talk
I’m always here for you

He’s just not that into you

He’s just not that into you
Says he’ll call
Or it was nice meeting you
He says all these things but really he won’t
He’s just not that into you
Its not a girls favorite thing when the guys say these things
She sits waiting for his call realizing he won’t isn’t easy for her
He’s just not that into you
So get away from the phone and move on
Cuz he may not have liked you,so what
But someone else will come along don’t worry
You’ll get your chance at happiness

Promises

When you make a promise keep it
People always make promises
That they never keep
You lose trust in them
Tried of hearing “I promise”
And end up breaking that promise
It may have been some little thing
But it certainly means a lot to the person you promise it to
So make a promise and keep it
Don’t break it

Tell me what love is [with some help from Kristen]

I want to know what love is
Can someone please tell me
What it’s all about

Seeing couples holding hands
Wanting to feel the warmth in my hands
Dreaming about the sweetest lips
That I’ve never kissed
Keep on wishing that I was with
I want to let it all out
So baby just tell me why…

What is love all about
Laughing and sharing
Never wanting to be alone
Wanting it to be your eyes looking down
So just tell me what love is

Chorus:
What is love
Why do I feel so broken
Why am I here without you
I’ve had your face so memorized for so long
Love shouldn’t be this way

I wanna lay close beside you
Tell you all my secrets
And promise you my heart
What is love?
I wish I had you

What is love
You act like I’m nonexistent
How can you not even know
I think about you day and night
Wonder what’s on your mind
Can’t you just tell me why
Why does love have to be this way?
So alone and so invisible
Unrequited

Chorus:
What is love
Why do I feel so broken
Why am I here without you
I’ve had your face so memorized for so long
Love shouldn’t be this way

I tell myself to move on
To forget the very face I’ve dreamt of for so long
My head tells me to walk away
That I deserve better
But my heart says to stay and
Give us a fighting chance
My heart says you’re the one.
So tell me why
Why am I here and you are there
What is love?
I want what others have
And I want it with you

Cuz I’ve never felt this way before
Thought I found this thing called love
It was all just a game
Playing with my heart
So baby can someone please tell me…


Chorus:
What is love
Why do I feel so broken
Why am I here without you
I’ve had your face so memorized for so long
Love shouldn’t be this way

So I still wonder everyday
What is love?
Is it real, can someone anyone just tell me
Is it as perfect as some say

It’s not the end, it’s only the beginning

Graduation day everything coming to an end
Tears falling down your face
Never wanting anything to end
We’re all going our separate ways
But never forget the great times we had
So as we walk up there in our cap and gown
It’s not the end
It’s only the beginning
Another chapter in our lives

Emotional Girl

She's Happy
She's Sad
She's mad
Full of emotions
Wanting to let it all out
Wanting it to be over
Not have to worry about anything
She's an emotional girl

Growing Up

Growing up
She’s eighteen
Fully grown
You think she won’t need you anymore
That she won’t love you as much
But she will always need you and love you as much as she does now
So she’s growing up
She’ll still be the little girl you always knew
A little older and a little wiser
Cuz she has to grow up sometime

Love So Perfect

Hopeless romantic
Everything is picture perfect
Kiss in the rain
The girl starts rambling
Passionate kiss
Wanting that one true love that will last forever
Not wanting anything to wreck this feeling
You have when you find the one you've been looking for all a long

Over it

Over the drama
It's hurting me to much
I need to get over it
I thought you were right, but I guess I was wrong
So I'm getting over it
You're not worth my time
Not anymore
So I'll move on and find someone else
Because I'm over it
I'm over you

A Love that will Last Forever

Brown hair
Brown eyes
Lips so kissable
She's his everything
She means the world to him
So no matter what she decides,
He still love her just the same
Because she's his everything for now and forever
Protecting her from danger
Where ever she goes

What ifs and So Whats

What ifs
Always thinking what if
What if you don't like me
or you do and just won't say anything
What if it was all an act
And you were just playing games.
So many what ifs
I'm so tired of what if
I just want to know
Because the whole what if isn't working anymore
I'm hurting to much when I think
What if
So I say so what!
So you may like me
So what!
If not I'll move on
So what if you don' want to be friends
I guess I'll just live my life how it is

Loves to Dance

She dances the night away
She forgets all her troubles and fears
as she's dancing.
The flow in the movement
As she does a spin or leap in the air
so graceful and elegant
Dancing to the beat of the music as she goes
Her hearts beats a long
She doesn't stop
Keeps going not wanting it to end.
Because she's a girl who loves to dance

Oh so Cold

Sitting here in this chair
Listening to my music
So cold
Wish you were here to keep me warm.
Hold me tight.
I could stay in your arms forever
And just stare into your eyes all night long
When I stare in your eyes my troubles and fears just melt away.
But tonight I’ll just sit here thinking of you
And how I’m so cold
And how it would be if you were here
I’d be the happiest girl in the world
If you were here with me tonight

Scared

You put yourself down
You feel trapped
You just want to let it all out
You feel like you can't do this
But your friends say you can
You're just scared.
So you think negative about everything.

Dreams

Dreams misinterpreted
Away to escape reality
They make you wish it were real
Can be anything you want them to be
When your head hits the pillow
You don't know what except
They can be happily ever after
Or a scary horror nightmare
That you can't escape from
It seem so real like your not even sleeping
But the minute you hear that alarm
You realize it was only a dream

To be a kid again

Kindergarten where you don’t know what to except
You don’t know who or what you want to be in life
And it really didn’t matter to you.
I wish we were back in kindergarten when we use to color pictures for fun
And when you would have play time, you’d be the one playing with the boys.
It just didn’t matter back then.
Your best friend one was a boy and it didn’t matter
You would chase boys around for hours not be scared of anything.
Just loved being a kid
Now you’re graduating, and scared
Going out in the real world not knowing what to except
Now you’re scared of the guy you like
You don’t know what to say
You don’t know how to act around him
Just wishing life was easier and wishing that you were a kid again
knowing that you didn’t have a care in the world
That was the best part of being a kid.
Not have to worry about what your marks are
Will you be good enough?
So many thoughts go through your head
Oh how you wish you could just be a kid again

Forgiveness

I sit here in silence not saying a word
Trying to hold back my tears
No one notices.
The anger and frustration
That is going through my mind
I just can't do this
You say I have no respect for you
But the truth is I do
I'm just so stressed out
I tend to forget what's going on.
So please forgive me for what I've done

Giving up or giving in

Today,
I’ve thought about giving up
Letting things go
I can’t take this pain anymore
I want you so badly it hurts
But the way you act sometimes
I don’t know
It just doesn’t seem like the person I knew
I thought you were sweet
You made me laugh and you made me cry
I guess for now I’ll keep giving in
Because when I look in your eyes I just keep giving in

Can I do this?

I can’t do this
I can’t do that
I keep saying I can’t
But you say I can
You tell me to keep, saying you can do this
You will do this
That it makes you have confidence in yourself
So I think I might try this
Just say I can do this
And hope for the best

Things Left Unsaid

Why is it this way?
I walk in the room your sitting there
I look in your shimmering eyes
Wonder what you're thinking
I just go on,
Don't say a word to you
So badly I want to say something to you
But thre's something inside me,
Stopping me from saying what I want to
I'm not quite sure why though
So as you sit there not saying a word
I'm just biting my lip afraid to say
How I wish you were mine

You've got me going Crazy

The Frustration
The Confustion
You make my head spin round
Wondering why we don't talk
Just say "Hi" its not that hard
But yet I get speechless whenever I try to say it
So if you say anything at all to me I would be able to say something too.
So just do it!
Everyday I'm trying to hold back everything
Everything I'm feeling inside
I just wish I could tell you how I feel about you
And then it would be done.

Best Friends

We shop
We laugh
We say the stupidest things
We're dorks at heart
You are there when I need you most
You help me with things
I think I can't do,
Then you give me the confidence I need
I just don't know what I'd do
Without friends like you

It Takes Time

It's all starting to come to me
I'm trying my best to have some confidence
I have it for a while,
Then I see you and I'm speechless
But I know it will come to me and I will tell you
That all I want is you

All I want is you

I miss talking to you
Miss the way you made me laugh
Even if you didn't quite say anything funny
When I'd look mad even though I wasn't
You would joke about it and say "I'm just teasing ya"
I wish things didn't have to be so hard
Simple or not, I wish you were mine

Thinking of you

Heart beats
Head spins
Don't know what to think anymore
I wish I could just tell you
I wish we could just say how we feel
My head is spinning
Heart beating
Thinking of you

Pondering Thoughts

I see couples hand in hand
How I wish it was my hand with yours
Everyday I ponder my thoughts
Thinking why does it have to be this way
Why can't I just tell you
How I feel when I'm with you
It drives me crazy the way things are
Wishing there was a way to change it all

Not that Simple

Why do things have to be this way
I wish I could just tell you everything
Put everything all on the table
No more hiding
Just say it!
But I can't, it's not that easy
I want to tell you so badly it hurts
It's just not that simple
To say it!

Afraid

Afraid to love
Afriad to say how I feel
Because I'm afraid of what you might think
Afraid to act on my feelings
Even though it's tearing me apart
Thinking of what we could be
Night after night I think about how it would be
If I was with you

Wishing for Happily Ever After

Wish there was a way to turn back time
Back when things weren't so hard
And I could say how I feel,
And not have a care in the world of what would happen

But it doesn't seem to work that way...
I see all things to do with happily ever after
And wonder will I ever have that
Will I have a prince charming ?
That will carry me away into the sunset
someone to love me for me.

Wondering

As I lay here at night

Thinking of you

I wonder are you thinking of me

My eyes start to close

My mind start to wonder

Wishing I could say all things, I am feeling

For I can’t get you out of my head

It’s driving me crazy

If we could be anything more

I play everything back in my mind

Wondering what can I do?

What can say?

I wish you were mine