Just let me be me

Wants to grow up So  badly
Trying to grow up
But you're not letting me
I know you want to help me
But I need to grow up and have my independence
I can't do this anymore
The nagging and pleading
Wanting me to do this and that
For once I want to say I'm doing what I want to do
Not telling me what to do
Just stop
Its my life
I'm sorry I don't fit in what you want
I just want to grow up and be independent
Just let me be me
That I can say

Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and the city)

She's a writer
In to fashion
Came to the city to find love
Which is one of the L's women come to find love  along with labels
She writes about her love and others relationships
Until she finds her love
Her Big love
It was good times and bad
She had her girls to help her through
When the Big love came around again
He could finally say the words she wanted to hear him say"you're the one"
She found her love and she also got her labels
Which as she would said "never go out of style"

Give me Independence ,Give me a Life

Needing Independence
But won't give me any
Keep holding back from what I want to do
Feel like I'm never going to get out
But I need to get out
I can't keep living like this
You say I need to be more independent
But you aren't letting me
Why do you think it so hard to tell you things
I want to do my own thing you have to let me go
Let me grow up and live my own life
I will still be there I just need to live
Get away and live my life
If I don't get out now
Who knows what will happen
I just have to go an live my life

Panic Attack

Panic
Can't breathe
Not able to move
Feel like falling
Tears start flowing
No reason just do
Just can't take it
Teary eyed with out reason
Any situation
Just get teary eyed just from something being said
that isn't really upsetting at all it just seems that way
Just going to take it one day at a time
Thats all you can do
Thats all you can say