People Always leave (Peyton Sawyer)

You say people always leave
They never stay for long
Everyone leaves at some point
Whether death or just had to go
But all those who have left
None of them are him
He's never left he's always been by your side
Saving you
Protecting you
So don't say they always leave
Cuz he is not any of those people that have left
He told you "your art matters it's what got me here "
You asked him "who he wanted standing next  to him when all of his dreams came true "
He said you
So don't be afraid of losing him
Cuz he'll never leave

Forever & Always (Nathan & Haley)

They had forever and always
Together forever
So they thought
She left to follow her dreams
He was a mess when she left
Someone told him "sometimes they come back"
He wasn't so sure
But it's true they do
She came back
But when she was in danger
He was there
He said forever
And she said always
They were together again
Forever and always

Forever

Brown eyes to blood red to a beautiful golden
Lips red
She a wakes
Feeling more energized and stronger than ever
She doesn't need him to protect her anymore
She is the shield that will protect all
Even her own child
No one will get her
She has too many protecting her
Mother,father and also,
He who imprinted on her
Ready  for battle if they have to
They will do anything to protect her from danger
They'll be safe in the end
Together perfectly forever

Life

Life has so many ups and downs
Happy
Sad
Frustrating
All up and down
Sometimes can be like a roller coaster
You lose and gain
But you can't always let it bring you down
Don't let the bad get in the way of the good
So don't let people get your mood down
Or ruin your day
Not worth it
Just let life go as it is
That's what life is

Anger

Frustration
Rage
Craziness
Wanting to yell
All bottling up inside
Need to let it out
But can't
Maybe get a punching bag
Let it out that way
Just something
So you won't just lose it
And lash out at someone

Halloween

Pumpkins everywhere some craved
And others just sit out
Halloween
Dark spooky night
Witches with their cats
Ghosts and goblins too
So many creatures around
But there are silly ones too
Costumes everywhere
Hear a knock on the door
Get ready for the little ones
You don't know what they'll be
Say "trick or treat"
Getting candy in return
So Halloween is fun and games
Scary and silly as it is
Then everything goes away
Till next Halloween

Weird Mood

Always trying to keep it together
Keep a smile on my face
But sometimes you just can't hold it together
Losing it
You feel like crying
But keep it all inside
I'll do it when no ones around
Think I'm losing my mind
Just want everything to work out
Be me and you together on our own
Soon enough
It will be that way
Will have it are way
I just need a little sanity in my life
And that will help
I know I'm not alone
I got you to keep me sane
But I'm starting to lose it again
I need my friends around too
To keep me sane
I'm quiet cuz I don't know what to say
Just sit here in silence for a while
Let the music calm me
Just think soon enough
Everything will be good

Unfixable

Trying to make apologies
Say shit happened that never did
Get over yourself
Don't fix what wasn't meant to be
I'm done with it
Have been for a while
Should have thought about that before
Don't waste my time
Don't say you care
Cuz you never did
Don't try to fix it
I'm done with it all
All lies and back stabbing
Isn't worth it
That's it
I'm done
Don't try to fix it

Taylor Swift

She's always talking about Tuesday nights and 2am
Always talking about walking in the pouring rain
How she should be with you and she's fifteen again
First loves and heart aches
Living a love story is really going to be a happy ending
But with the heart aches she's just gonna burn that picture of you
It was a waste of time
Saying should have known better
You always had her think that she never had to be alone
You weren't the knight in shining armor, that she wanted on that white horse
She's fearless
She takes chances on love
saying never gonna let you down
She's saying you said ''forever and always'' but never meant it at all
But she's going to have a better day without you
Having the Best day ever
You make me crazier just looking at you
Stay in this moment forever
She never wants to grow up
Just wants to stay little forever
She's talking about happily ever after or broken hearts
Just having a good day
Never wanted to let go but she had to
That was the time she had her last kiss
She plays her guitar making a tune
hoping the tears don't run down her cheek
But she's always talking happily ever after or broken hearts
But she's never going to give up
She just says if it never works out
"Stay Beautiful"

***Was inspired by listening to her songs kind of just put her words into a poem, with bits of her songs & my own way of interpreting what she says in her lyrics

What she wants

She finally gets to be his forever
When they wed
He takes her to this tropical island
Finally can be alone
No fights
No vampires
No Werewolves
Just the two of them together
They become intimate
She feels strange like something is growing inside her
She worries what could it be is it human
Or something else
She grows weaker and weaker
She doesn't want to get rid of it
She knows its killing her but she's not willing to let it go
He gives her blood to drink
Grows stronger but it is over powering her body
Its killing her from the inside out
Bones shatter
Ribs breaking
She's in danger
She's dying
The only way to save her
Is to change her
Into what she has wanted to be all along
Vampire

Our love grows

Were finally together
Together again
Living happily ever after
Just you and me 
Are love will grow
Like a bird spreading its wings for the first time
Or an apple seed becoming a tree
Love grows
It will blossom like a flower
Flow like a river
Our love will grow
Cuz  were together again

Will be together (song I wrote)

Waking up and seeing that smile

The very first thing, I see is you

Curl up to you an to hear your voice

The warmth you give

It feels so good

I don’t want it to end

As I wake up I realize it was only a dream

Chorus:

I think to myself was it really a dream

Was it really a dream?

It felt so real and I thought it was

Oh I wish it was real

So real

I want to wake up with you

See your smile

I want it to be real

We were walking on the beach holding hands

As the sun goes down we start kissing

Then everything goes black

And I a wake

Chorus;

I think to myself was it really a dream

Was it really a dream?

It felt so real and I thought it was

Oh I wish it was real

So real

Keep me up at night thinking I should be there

With you in your arms

Keep holding on, keep holding on

Just for a little while

It will be ok someday

I’ll be back with you

This won’t be a dream

It will finally be real

Finally be with you

And we can be together

Just me and you

It won’t be just a vivid dream

It will be you and me

In reality

Chorus (revised):

No more dreaming of what can be it will be real

No more wishing for it to be real

Cuz it will be me and you together

Just let me be me

Wants to grow up So  badly
Trying to grow up
But you're not letting me
I know you want to help me
But I need to grow up and have my independence
I can't do this anymore
The nagging and pleading
Wanting me to do this and that
For once I want to say I'm doing what I want to do
Not telling me what to do
Just stop
Its my life
I'm sorry I don't fit in what you want
I just want to grow up and be independent
Just let me be me
That I can say

Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and the city)

She's a writer
In to fashion
Came to the city to find love
Which is one of the L's women come to find love  along with labels
She writes about her love and others relationships
Until she finds her love
Her Big love
It was good times and bad
She had her girls to help her through
When the Big love came around again
He could finally say the words she wanted to hear him say"you're the one"
She found her love and she also got her labels
Which as she would said "never go out of style"

Give me Independence ,Give me a Life

Needing Independence
But won't give me any
Keep holding back from what I want to do
Feel like I'm never going to get out
But I need to get out
I can't keep living like this
You say I need to be more independent
But you aren't letting me
Why do you think it so hard to tell you things
I want to do my own thing you have to let me go
Let me grow up and live my own life
I will still be there I just need to live
Get away and live my life
If I don't get out now
Who knows what will happen
I just have to go an live my life

Panic Attack

Panic
Can't breathe
Not able to move
Feel like falling
Tears start flowing
No reason just do
Just can't take it
Teary eyed with out reason
Any situation
Just get teary eyed just from something being said
that isn't really upsetting at all it just seems that way
Just going to take it one day at a time
Thats all you can do
Thats all you can say

Time will tell all

Twenty one now
Wow where does the time go
Feel like things are going so fast
Life just passing  by
But it's just me making it go so fast
Wanting everything at once I need to slow down
Take a deep breath
And relax and let time go the way it should

Hunt and Defeat

The evil one is on the hunt
Searching for the girl
Trying to kill
Creating an army
Try to defeat and destroy
Good vs Evil
Vampires and Werewolves team up to defeat her and the army she has created
Burn her to the bone
She was defeated
Which leaves the girl free from harm
But the Vampire and the werewolf will still protect her

Felt So Real

Could feel your touch
Your breath on my neck
And the sound of your voice so real
I could hear it so well as you whisper in my ear
Holding me close
It felt so real
But I was a woken
All just a dream
But it felt so real