Keeping every little secret inside

Why am I doing this
Why am I holding everything in
everytime your near I want to say something
But I don't I just sit in silence think of what could happen
Never saying what I want or how I feel
Just a shadow in the dark
Forgetting it all cuz it doesn't seem to matter
My mind is so confused
Do you want me
Or do you really just want to be friends
This all rushes through my mind
But have no idea
I'm afraid to tell you
I don't want to do anything that might end are friendship
So I'm keeping it all inside
Keep from everyone plus you

Rumors

Spread like wild
Theres betrayal
Hurt feelings
It becomes a big ball of lies
Not sure what to believe at all
Someone tells someone that tells that person who most likely gets hurt
The one it would hurt the most if it were true
You can't just go up to the person and say is it true cuz you don't want to accuse them of something they may or may not of did
So you have to keep it from going on
But you don't want to accuse anybody of what you may have heard
horrible things these rumors that spread like crazy
If only you knew what to believe

Intimate

The passion
The excitement when are lips first locked
Every moment not wanting it to end
Just making you want more ...
More then the lips, wanting everything
The passion of intimacy
All she thinks about,she wants it
She thinks she needs it more than ever
Use to be scared of it knowing something might happen after
Now she's not so scared
She just needs to find that one person to share it with