Oh so Cold

Sitting here in this chair
Listening to my music
So cold
Wish you were here to keep me warm.
Hold me tight.
I could stay in your arms forever
And just stare into your eyes all night long
When I stare in your eyes my troubles and fears just melt away.
But tonight I’ll just sit here thinking of you
And how I’m so cold
And how it would be if you were here
I’d be the happiest girl in the world
If you were here with me tonight

Scared

You put yourself down
You feel trapped
You just want to let it all out
You feel like you can't do this
But your friends say you can
You're just scared.
So you think negative about everything.

Dreams

Dreams misinterpreted
Away to escape reality
They make you wish it were real
Can be anything you want them to be
When your head hits the pillow
You don't know what except
They can be happily ever after
Or a scary horror nightmare
That you can't escape from
It seem so real like your not even sleeping
But the minute you hear that alarm
You realize it was only a dream

To be a kid again

Kindergarten where you don’t know what to except
You don’t know who or what you want to be in life
And it really didn’t matter to you.
I wish we were back in kindergarten when we use to color pictures for fun
And when you would have play time, you’d be the one playing with the boys.
It just didn’t matter back then.
Your best friend one was a boy and it didn’t matter
You would chase boys around for hours not be scared of anything.
Just loved being a kid
Now you’re graduating, and scared
Going out in the real world not knowing what to except
Now you’re scared of the guy you like
You don’t know what to say
You don’t know how to act around him
Just wishing life was easier and wishing that you were a kid again
knowing that you didn’t have a care in the world
That was the best part of being a kid.
Not have to worry about what your marks are
Will you be good enough?
So many thoughts go through your head
Oh how you wish you could just be a kid again

Forgiveness

I sit here in silence not saying a word
Trying to hold back my tears
No one notices.
The anger and frustration
That is going through my mind
I just can't do this
You say I have no respect for you
But the truth is I do
I'm just so stressed out
I tend to forget what's going on.
So please forgive me for what I've done

Giving up or giving in

Today,
I’ve thought about giving up
Letting things go
I can’t take this pain anymore
I want you so badly it hurts
But the way you act sometimes
I don’t know
It just doesn’t seem like the person I knew
I thought you were sweet
You made me laugh and you made me cry
I guess for now I’ll keep giving in
Because when I look in your eyes I just keep giving in

Can I do this?

I can’t do this
I can’t do that
I keep saying I can’t
But you say I can
You tell me to keep, saying you can do this
You will do this
That it makes you have confidence in yourself
So I think I might try this
Just say I can do this
And hope for the best

Things Left Unsaid

Why is it this way?
I walk in the room your sitting there
I look in your shimmering eyes
Wonder what you're thinking
I just go on,
Don't say a word to you
So badly I want to say something to you
But thre's something inside me,
Stopping me from saying what I want to
I'm not quite sure why though
So as you sit there not saying a word
I'm just biting my lip afraid to say
How I wish you were mine

You've got me going Crazy

The Frustration
The Confustion
You make my head spin round
Wondering why we don't talk
Just say "Hi" its not that hard
But yet I get speechless whenever I try to say it
So if you say anything at all to me I would be able to say something too.
So just do it!
Everyday I'm trying to hold back everything
Everything I'm feeling inside
I just wish I could tell you how I feel about you
And then it would be done.

Best Friends

We shop
We laugh
We say the stupidest things
We're dorks at heart
You are there when I need you most
You help me with things
I think I can't do,
Then you give me the confidence I need
I just don't know what I'd do
Without friends like you

It Takes Time

It's all starting to come to me
I'm trying my best to have some confidence
I have it for a while,
Then I see you and I'm speechless
But I know it will come to me and I will tell you
That all I want is you

All I want is you

I miss talking to you
Miss the way you made me laugh
Even if you didn't quite say anything funny
When I'd look mad even though I wasn't
You would joke about it and say "I'm just teasing ya"
I wish things didn't have to be so hard
Simple or not, I wish you were mine

Thinking of you

Heart beats
Head spins
Don't know what to think anymore
I wish I could just tell you
I wish we could just say how we feel
My head is spinning
Heart beating
Thinking of you

Pondering Thoughts

I see couples hand in hand
How I wish it was my hand with yours
Everyday I ponder my thoughts
Thinking why does it have to be this way
Why can't I just tell you
How I feel when I'm with you
It drives me crazy the way things are
Wishing there was a way to change it all

Not that Simple

Why do things have to be this way
I wish I could just tell you everything
Put everything all on the table
No more hiding
Just say it!
But I can't, it's not that easy
I want to tell you so badly it hurts
It's just not that simple
To say it!

Afraid

Afraid to love
Afriad to say how I feel
Because I'm afraid of what you might think
Afraid to act on my feelings
Even though it's tearing me apart
Thinking of what we could be
Night after night I think about how it would be
If I was with you

Wishing for Happily Ever After

Wish there was a way to turn back time
Back when things weren't so hard
And I could say how I feel,
And not have a care in the world of what would happen

But it doesn't seem to work that way...
I see all things to do with happily ever after
And wonder will I ever have that
Will I have a prince charming ?
That will carry me away into the sunset
someone to love me for me.

Wondering

As I lay here at night

Thinking of you

I wonder are you thinking of me

My eyes start to close

My mind start to wonder

Wishing I could say all things, I am feeling

For I can’t get you out of my head

It’s driving me crazy

If we could be anything more

I play everything back in my mind

Wondering what can I do?

What can say?

I wish you were mine