Rushing in

Not sure how I'm feeling this way
Keep thinking of you
Feel like I'm hurting to much
You tell me you want me but you can't do this right now
I felt like I rushed you into this to fast
Feeling like I pushed you in before you were ready
Now I'm not sure what to do
Do I wait and see
Or move on
Oh how all these things rush through my mind
I just don't know what to do
How I'm feeling like everything seems to go all wrong
I rushed to fast to soon

What am I doing? What do I want?

What am I doing
Why am I still hurting
I'm so confused
I'm still sad I wanted you so bad
Maybe I just wanted some pleasure I dont know
But I'm hurting
I might have feelings for someone else
I'm not quite sure what to do
I think I might
At the same time I think he has feelings for me too
But if he does and I may or may not
I would want to try it but I don't want to hurt him
If it didnt work
People keep saying you should go for him but I'm scared
I don't want to go in to a relationship right away
Not want him and hurt him in the end
So for know I'm just going to ponder my thoughts for now

So Much For Second Chances

I gave you another chance
People kept telling me you're not worth it,he’s a jerk
But I didn't listen to them I gave you another chance
After they told me something that you did
I didn't believe it
So i gave you a chance, look what you did
All you really wanted was to get with me
You talked and you made me feel special everytime you called me "beautiful"
I would get this feeling in my stomach
Now that feeling is  gone
I gave you another chance I guess I should have listen to everyone
You really are a jerk
And you're not worth my time anymore