Best Friend Love

He left her
But she wasn't left without someone
She had her best friend there to protect her
He was there for her when the guy she was in love with left her
He protects her but he can't do it anymore
He's starting to fall for his best friend
He doesn't know what to do
He doesn't want to hurt her because of what his become
This crazy monster
But she doesn't see him as that at all she see him as her best friend that she will always love
Best friends that are in love
Nothing more but best friend love

Girl in waiting ,Heartaching

Hearts hurting
Not sure if you ever really wanted me
Or if you just want to get some
I want to know we're you just playing me like all the rest
But I think you want me still
I have know idea anymore
I'm thinking everything over in my head
Playing everything back
I just don't know what it is that I want to believe
Do I believe you still want me and care for me
Or do I just go on with life
I know you have to think about things
But I don't know how long that takes
So I guess I'm just another girl like all the rest
But that's what I seem to be to everyone
Just another girl in this waiting game

Scared of Love

Love it's a scary thing
She's afraid of it so much it hurts
She wants to love but she's afraid she might lose it in the process
Someone telling you that you're all they want and need
Scares her
She doesn't know how to feel or what to do about that
Never really been in love
Never really had the one person you knew you would always want to be with
That scares her
So if that person says that, not sure how she would react
She would feel like running but wouldn't know where to go
Committing scares her
It never really did until now
When you have all your life to decide what you want
But at the same time it seems like you have to decide everything right now
She's running but she doesn't know what she's running from right now
Love seems so perfect yet so scary

Fantasy

Living in a fantasy world
Wanting everything to be perfect
The perfect kiss
perfect look and not wanting anything to go wrong
Seeing things from shows and movies think thats the way things work
Wanting that perfect love and think it's so easy to find
But truth is life isn't that way
So this girl has to stop living in a Fantasy
Start facing reality as much as she doesn't want to
She might have to start trying
Keep living
Don't try to be something from movies or anything else
Just be who you want to be
Don't let anyone get you down
You may think its perfect and a wonderful fantasy world
One day you just have to see the world in a different way
It's not always that perfect like in your fantasy world

Wait and See

I'm not sure how i'm feeling
I want you
I'm hurting wondering if you still want me too
I want to kiss you and just hold your hand one more time
But I think I'm confused of what you want or if you want me
Do you still want her, or do you have her again
I want to know but I don't
So I'm sitting here trying not to let everything out
Will this be worth just sitting here waiting and be the girl that just waits
Waiting might not get me any where
I need to know
I want to know
Do you want me or am i just your friend
I want to scream, I want to cry there is so many things going on in my head
I dont know what to do
I just need to know
If you could tell me please is it worth it
Am I wasting my time
I'm just sitting here waiting for you to tell me what you want
If you want me or not, for now
I guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see what will happen

Vampire or Werewolf

Best friends
That could be lovers
But there's just something in the way
You can see their attraction to each other
He treats her so well but he too is afraid that he might hurt her
When she find out everything he is and has become
She doesn't care
In the end she still has to choose between
The love of her life and her best friend
The vampire or the werewolf
Who will she choose