Adoption

The biological mother's side
Emotional roller coaster
Draining
Decisions
Is it the right thing to do
Could I give this child up
What if I want it back
Years later
Contact happens 

The child is grown
Will she want to see me

The child's points

Had many years to try after I was of age

Why now 

What would happen if I reached out

What about my parents 

Why is this person trying to contact me 

So many questions 

Left unanswered 

But I guess that's just life 

You just have to live it day by day 

And figure it out 

The life of adoption 

Wedding Day

Wedding day
Flowers everywhere
Purple,pinks, and reds
It's a nice summer day
She beautiful
In her white dress flowing in the breeze
He waits for her at the other end
The music starts to play
She floats down the aisle to her husband to be
She smiles so big
At the end of the night they'll dance to their favorite song under the stars
They'll be together forever
In the perfect love affair

Children

Children
Laugh
Cry
Play
They enjoy the sun shine
And love to run out in the rain
They get messy
Its no big deal
That's what being a child is all about
don't mind a little mess
or cut as long as some one is  there to help them dry their tears
Just give them tender,love and care
And they will smile even brighter just because they know you care.

Next chapter

Another chapter in the books
Graduating college
Now it's reality for life
Enjoying every little thing life has to offer
Starting a career
So I can travel the world
That seems like a great deal to me
So here's to the next chapter in my life

Imagination

Imagination 
Creating ideas in their little minds
Big scary monsters
Run away
Princesses in a castle
Anything can be a dragon
Building forts calling it a cave
Going on adventures
Exploring the world around them
All by using their imagination

Anxiety

Heart pounds
Air waves starts to close
Feels like your taking your last breath
Chest tightens
Tears flowing
Can't help but panic
Feeling speechless without words
Paralyzed
Can't move
Dizziness
Feelings of hot and cold
Is just some of the things anxiety does

Finds away back

In the end she keeps finding her way back to you
Even through all the pain you've caused her
She still some how comes back to you
All her love for you has been erased but she still comes back even if the memories are gone
how romantic and all the sweet gestures you did
Vampire or not
She never stopped loving you
She always finds her way back to you in the end

Humanity

Sometimes don't you wish you could turn it all off
All the emotions
All the stress
Just turn of your humanity
Even just for a day
I'm sure if it were possible
I would do it just for a day
Not to have any emotions at all
Turn it all off like a switch

Want summer not winter

Dreaming of sand castle in the beach 
Martinis with umbrellas soak up the sun
Instead of this winter wonderland
I want bikini wearing weather
With my shades on
Feeling the cool ocean breeze
Not this snowy windy twirling crazy kind of weather.
I want hot sand between my toes
Not ice cold snow in my shoes
No more hats and mitts
More tanks and shorts
Because I want a summer land
Not winter wonderland