So much anger build up
Never got to let it all out
So many unanswered questions
I want to scream
I want to yell
I want to throw things across the room
I want to punch or smack something
I hate this feeling
It feels like I didn’t get to have the reaction I want to
Like I know there was more that could have been said
But what was said “I understand”
Not answering the questions
I’m so fucking angry
I want to scream so loud but don’t know who will hear me
Head spinning
Can’t stop analyzing
So many thoughts in my head
I just want to know why
So much frustration build up every time I think about it
Makes me sick did you even care
I keep pushing past it but it always seems to come up
So I go on living my life as if you didn’t exist
Because I don’t think I’ll every get that closure
