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I write to express myself . It’s away of letting everything out I maybe feeling at the time or just having fun with certain things in my life.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Can't get you out of my head

You've been on my mind all day
Can't get you out of my head
But I like it that way
Just being with you brightens my day
You make me laugh even when I don't want to
I feel so happy when I'm with you
I just can't get you out of my head
Woke up this morning you were the first thing that came to my head
Wishing you were here with me

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Who to Trust

Can't trust
Tired of this
I can't handle it anymore
so much stress
Its all on me
Wishing I could just go away for a while
Leave this place and just get away from its all
I guess I just can't for now
Try to trust someone and it just comes back and hits you in the face
When you tell something to someone it shouldn't be their place to tell someone else
No business telling anyone
So for now I just sit here pondering my thoughts
Wondering who can you trust anymore

Monday, July 5, 2010

Seems like another one drifting away

Ignored
Drifting a part
Thought we were friends
You say one thing and do or say another
Tired of this crap
You say you're mad at someone then go and act like nothing ever happened
Well I'm tired of it
You're suppose to be my friend
You said you'd be there
It just seems like you aren't
I'm left with disappointment
The lies,you think I don't know anything but I do
So if you want to be a friend be one not just someone who says they'll be there
And they're not

Saturday, July 3, 2010

True Friends

Again with friends you really start to realize who truly cares about you and who never really did
I'm starting to realize that now
Don't really talk try to but you just ignore
There are reasons I don't say much anymore
I keep things from certain ones cuz I don't know what they'll say
It's hard to know who to trust
Who won't lie
I thought a few of my other friends were drifting from me
I never really thought you would but it seems that way
And now I'm starting to see who my really friends
Who will always be there for me
Who never really wanted to be there in the first place

Stressed Out

The hate toward each other
The hurt and pain you cause
Being this way taking it all out on me
Well you say you want a best friend that's a girl but you cant even treat
The one person you want for a best friend as a friend
Saying all the hurtful things when you know you start it first
It just builds up from there
I don't ignore but i just don't want to say something I might regret
So much going on the arguments that never end going crazy
breaking down just so tired of this crap
Hope one day everything will change

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Saying goodbye

Best Friends
Many memories together
Lots of great times
But the hardest thing to do is to say good bye
Watch them pack their life in boxes and just move away
shedding tears more and more each day why does it have to be this way
Why do you have to move away
I wish you didn't leave
We say our goodbyes you tell me not to cry
That its going to be ok that I'll be back
I say its not the same
really isn't the same I don't get to see you or talk to you as much
I don't want to lose you
Just keep in touch please
I will always need you in my life
When I need help I hope you are still there when I need you most
through all the heart ache and pain
just promise me you will be there no matter what
No matter how far apart we'll always be best friends till the end

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Sent Message

Well you sent me a message...
My heart races,can't breathe
Thinking what could it possibly say...
I'm freaking out "What do I do" "What would it say"
So many things rush through my mind
I broke down tears start to fall
Can't breathe,heart racing
I can't help but think what it would say
But as I read it wasn't bad at all
But I still have that weird feeling in my stomach
So I'm just gonna hope for the best

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Avoiding the Issue

Sit thinking what am I doing,Why can't I just talk to you
Tell you what I want to say
What I feel right now is like we're nothing
Not even friends and that hurts me
You see me and walk the other way
You say you're not avoiding me but I think you are
I just need you to talk to me
Why can't this be easier
Why am I so afraid

Friday, March 19, 2010

Quit Playing Games

Tired of all these games
You play with my head you give me that look and you think everything can be ok
Well it’s not, I just say I’m fine because I don’t feel like freaking out
I don’t say I’m mad but I know I am
I let people walk all over me and you’re doing it too
It seems that all you want is me to give you stuff
I’m just there for music and money
Well I’m sorry to say I’m a girl I have feelings
So quit playing these games and tell me what you want
I’m tired of just being that last resort but in the end you’ll see
I may have said I’d be there but you don’t seem to be there for me
So start thinking about my feelings and why I’m upset
Quit playing theses games with me you either want me or you don’t

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Getaway

Wanting to get away for a while
Get a way from reality
To me it doesn't seem real at all
Just want to get in that car and drive away
Not know where I'm going just go
Clear my mind forget about it all
Just want to get away for a while
Leave this place for a while
I'll be back when I can realize what it is I have to do
What I've got and what I want in life
Just need a get away somehow

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

What she wants to know

Keeping her thoughts to herself
Hiding from everything
Not wanting to say anything
But she's breaking down
She can't do this anymore
Not saying anything is killing her inside
She doesn't even know if he notices
She knows he'll ask what's wrong
She doesn't say anything not a word
If she does what will it lead to
Will she find out what she wanted
Or will it break her heart

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Keeping every little secret inside

Why am I doing this
Why am I holding everything in
everytime your near I want to say something
But I don't I just sit in silence think of what could happen
Never saying what I want or how I feel
Just a shadow in the dark
Forgetting it all cuz it doesn't seem to matter
My mind is so confused
Do you want me
Or do you really just want to be friends
This all rushes through my mind
But have no idea
I'm afraid to tell you
I don't want to do anything that might end are friendship
So I'm keeping it all inside
Keep from everyone plus you

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Rumors

Spread like wild
Theres betrayal
Hurt feelings
It becomes a big ball of lies
Not sure what to believe at all
Someone tells someone that tells that person who most likely gets hurt
The one it would hurt the most if it were true
You can't just go up to the person and say is it true cuz you don't want to accuse them of something they may or may not of did
So you have to keep it from going on
But you don't want to accuse anybody of what you may have heard
horrible things these rumors that spread like crazy
If only you knew what to believe

Friday, January 1, 2010

Intimate

The passion
The excitement when are lips first locked
Every moment not wanting it to end
Just making you want more ...
More then the lips, wanting everything
The passion of intimacy
All she thinks about,she wants it
She thinks she needs it more than ever
Use to be scared of it knowing something might happen after
Now she's not so scared
She just needs to find that one person to share it with