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I write to express myself . It’s away of letting everything out I maybe feeling at the time or just having fun with certain things in my life.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Who to Trust

Can't trust
Tired of this
I can't handle it anymore
so much stress
Its all on me
Wishing I could just go away for a while
Leave this place and just get away from its all
I guess I just can't for now
Try to trust someone and it just comes back and hits you in the face
When you tell something to someone it shouldn't be their place to tell someone else
No business telling anyone
So for now I just sit here pondering my thoughts
Wondering who can you trust anymore

Monday, July 5, 2010

Seems like another one drifting away

Ignored
Drifting a part
Thought we were friends
You say one thing and do or say another
Tired of this crap
You say you're mad at someone then go and act like nothing ever happened
Well I'm tired of it
You're suppose to be my friend
You said you'd be there
It just seems like you aren't
I'm left with disappointment
The lies,you think I don't know anything but I do
So if you want to be a friend be one not just someone who says they'll be there
And they're not

Saturday, July 3, 2010

True Friends

Again with friends you really start to realize who truly cares about you and who never really did
I'm starting to realize that now
Don't really talk try to but you just ignore
There are reasons I don't say much anymore
I keep things from certain ones cuz I don't know what they'll say
It's hard to know who to trust
Who won't lie
I thought a few of my other friends were drifting from me
I never really thought you would but it seems that way
And now I'm starting to see who my really friends
Who will always be there for me
Who never really wanted to be there in the first place

Stressed Out

The hate toward each other
The hurt and pain you cause
Being this way taking it all out on me
Well you say you want a best friend that's a girl but you cant even treat
The one person you want for a best friend as a friend
Saying all the hurtful things when you know you start it first
It just builds up from there
I don't ignore but i just don't want to say something I might regret
So much going on the arguments that never end going crazy
breaking down just so tired of this crap
Hope one day everything will change